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KikakuIt's all in your head, is what has been said  Yet the words fill me with serenity, not dread  For the fact remains that I write poetry less often  
But those words put the last nail in the coffin  And obvious it seems, suffice to say  That for whom it matters I'm longer the fave  For I idle away the most of my days  writing lyrics about exploring dark caves  So the question, what makes a good poem good?  How does one make a poem as they should?  And even if my poetry is up to snuff  Why does it not feel like it's good enough? Kikaku
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SeppakuLike a horde of angry bees  They buzz inside my head  Thoughts of happiness and need  Thoughts of anguish and dread   
To keep my train of thought in a straight line  is proving to be an arduous task  keeping them hidden in my mind  Forced to be wearing a mask   
It is not "to love or to hate"  but rather "to love or not to care"  When to make a move, when to wait  the difference, to be ignorant or self-aware   
Do I move to slow? Too fast?  Am I being too distant? Too close?  I ask as I fear that I might finish last  The only one who can tell me, the on Seppaku
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Tobira no mukouSomething that I didn't notice before  Is now something I cannot ignore  To think that my heart could be so sore  From something as simple, as a closed door   
A thousand thoughts go through my head  A thousand thoughts cannot be said  A mind filled with anguish, filled with dread  Tears running down, crimson red   
To turn the knob, I cannot dare  To open the door, I'm way too scared  Of walking in on something bare  To which my mind is not prepared   
Another Thursday, that I so hate  I sit quietly while my mind debates  About what I should do, with anguish Tobira no mukou
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Card of FateUnder the radar, it cannot be found  It remains hidden, placed face-down  Countless people, pass each other to no end  Unsuspecting that they later would be friends  Without a sign, there's activation  At the oddest time, there's realization  Friends of now could have been friends of old  Conclusions are made as the story is told  For strangers to gather, in a group so great  Those are the effects of the card of fate. Card of Fate
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Today, my birthday...

Fri Jan 29, 2010, 2:26 AM
  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: Ayumi Hamasaki - Two of us
  • Reading: Fullmetal Alchemist
  • Watching: Fullmetal Alchemist
  • Playing: Tatsunoko vs Capcom biatch
  • Drinking: orange juice
Usually this is the day i celebrate being another year older. But this year, it's different. Being 21 now, I sorta look back on a lot of things in life. Like when I moved back to Aruba from Holland almost 9 years ago, or when I joined this site 3 years ago. I remember when time froze for me.
And I remember... One year ago, on my birthday, something happened. Something happened that made me feel like life had truly started for me then and there. Time, and my heart had melted and the clock started ticking again.

It was the day I met the love of my life. Since then, I've been through a whirlwind of things and events and stuff I cant even explain properly. Kinda the reason why I couldnt update my journal much. Things were and still are so hectic, but fun. But yeah, Today for me, is not just my 21st birthday.

Today I celebrate that one year ago, life began... for real.

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  • Current Residence: Aruba
  • Interests: Anime and Smash Bros.
  • Favourite movie: Super Mario Bros. Z
  • Favourite band or musician: Abingdon Boys School
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, trance, j-pop, J-rock, videogame music
  • Favourite artist: Alvin-Earthworm
  • Favourite photographer: Javier Cuneo
  • Favourite style of art: Poetry...?
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Shell of choice: Squirtle's. Yeah, I went there.
  • Favourite game: Super Smash Bros. for teh winz
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo
  • Personal Quote: ...That's the only way I know how to live.
  • Tools of the Trade: Paint (and sometimes Photoshop)

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~Young-n-Worthless Nov 14, 2009, 12:05:12 PM
I love you? o.o;

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Broken smile, Starless sky, Grab it all, & say Goodbye. Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak, It sometimes means that you strong enough to let go... [[If beauty is pain, I must be fucking Georgous]]
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~AceofSpades53 Nov 15, 2009, 6:27:53 PM
Yay! I love you too!

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~MarkiSan Jul 10, 2009, 4:06:03 PM
Hia! Thanks for the watch!!!

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~AceofSpades53 Jul 10, 2009, 5:38:14 PM
:thumbsup:

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~saintbomber Jun 17, 2009, 2:15:47 PM
Thanks for the Random hit.
'Scanned some of your poetry.
The crazy thing is, 5 years from now, you'll look back on this, and it'll still be here.
Track your life through the things that you've said.
Look back without dread,
remember the feelings your situation bred,
and then recall that it's all in your head.

*lighter*
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~AceofSpades53 Jun 18, 2009, 4:16:34 PM
^__^

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~AceofSpades53 May 20, 2009, 10:57:14 AM
k.

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~JMRAS Feb 8, 2009, 9:56:24 AM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED


Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

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JMRAS!!=^-^=
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~AceofSpades53 Jan 8, 2009, 2:06:01 AM
Canada, really?

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